Breaking The Habit

Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my room[Unless I try to start again]I don't want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Cause inside I realizeThat i'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI know it's not alrightSo I'm breaking the habitTonightClutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI had no options left againI'll paint it on the walls'Cause i'm the one at faultI'll never fight againAnd this is how it endsI don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamBut now I have some clarityTo show you what I meanI don't know how I got this wayI'll never be alrightSo I'm breaking the habitBreaking the HabitTonight