Ballyhara

Post N° 286


You can say anything to me.I want to marry you. I want to have kids with you. I want to build us a house. I want to settle down and grow old with you. I want to die when I’m 110 years old in your arms. I don’t want 48 uninterrupted hours. I want a lifetime. Do you see what happens? I say things like that, and you fight the urge to run in the opposite direction. It’s ok., I understand. I didn’t but now I do. I do… You’re just getting started and I’ve been doing this for  a long time. Deep down… you’re still an intern. And you’re not ready.I’m not ready right now. But things could stay the way they are and I can get ready. I’ll get ready.Things can stay the way they are. And maybe you’ll be ready. And I’ll wait. I’ll wait until you’re ready.Ok, then.Yeah, but what if while I’m waiting I meet someone who is ready to give me what I want from you?What if you do?I don’t know.