Darkness And Hope

Paranoid

Finished with my woman 
'cause she couldn't help me with my mind 
People think I'm insane 
because I am frowning all the time 
All day long I think of things
but nothing seems to satisfy 
Think I'll lose my mind
if I don't find something to pacify 
Can you help me, occupy my brain? 
Oh yeah 
I need someone to show me 
the things in life that I can't find 
I can't see the things that make true happiness, 
I must be blind 
Make a joke and I will sigh 
and you will laugh and I will cry 
Happiness I cannot feel 
and love to me is so unreal 
And so as you hear these words
telling you now of my state 
I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it's too late