GoThIc kUoLeMa

Ed ecco la resa di quella che si credeva una ragazza forte:

I surrender
I cannot live without your smile
I cannot breathe without your voice
You are my oxygen, you are my world
You are the shelter in a storm
You were the solution in a sea of problems
You were the salvation for all of my troubles
I was there, you were there with me
My sweet Kiinni Aurinko is like a dream.

-32 giorni

E' da un pò che non scrivo più qualcosa di comprensibile nel mio blog; è che mi ha preso la mania delle poesie; delle frasi in codice che posso capire solo io e il destinatario (se c'é)... Oggi mi sono svegliata con una voglia di cantare addosso che è insopprimibile, adoro cantare e voglio fare solamente questo nella vita, di tutto il resto non mi importa niente...Voglio salire su quel palco e gridare l'odio che sento; voglio provare a descrivere tutto quello che ti può far provare una persona, voglio cantare il tradimento, l'ansia, la paura, la vendetta...VOGLIO CANTARE.

-34 giorni alla partenza

Mancano 38 giorni alla partenza!!! Ancora tanti... Non passeranno più me lo sento... Aiutoooooo.... RIMINI aspettami sto arrivandooooooooo!

Mi manchiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

PENSO CHE LEI SIA L'UNICA A SAPERE COME SORRIDERE.

She was the sun shining upon

the tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail

She was the wind carrying in

all the troubles and fears

you've for years tried to forget

Ville senza le parole delle tue canzoni io dove mai sarei????

Chissà se mi sentite quando urlo: "MI MANCATE"

Per la prima volta ho ascoltato quella canzone non come se fossi io a cantarla, ma come se fosse lei a dedicarla a me.

Inizialmente l' ho odiata, poi ho capito che aveva ragione e ho pianto...

Wow, da quanto tempo non scrivevo nel blog...Tanto... Che dire; mi piace la mia vita in questo periodo, è serena, tranquilla e mi sta portando molte gioie, mi resta allora solo da chiedermi...E' davvero la mia???

Il 7 gli HIM hanno tenuto un concerto all'Alcatraz a Milano; ovviamente c'ero! Favoloso!!! Ville sei unico!!!

kisses

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fradgile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples in my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever


She is everytihng and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in posession
She is home to me

I get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say waht caught my attention 
fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction
Call my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult, to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist throught my need, to self oblige
There is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

Incredibile! Basta un sorriso per nascondere ai vostri occhi l'inferno che ho dentro!

Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A ‘V’’ of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I’m a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance her to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I’m a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Sunsetter
Nymphetamine (Nymphetamine)
None better
Nymphetamine

She is a light, I'm a vampire

Hate, lust, sex;

She is water, I am fire

Sorrow, blood, mess;

She is joy, I am pain

Distruction;

She is pure, I'm a stain

Attraction.