I can't...

I don't know what hurts more knowing we can't talk or wishing we didI love you too much If we don't talk I won't be able to liveYou blow air in my lungs and you pump blood out of my heartLoving you was the first thing I thought was smartTaking you out of my life is like taking my heart outYou give me strength to do what people think I can'tWhat if the only person that makes you smile is the only person that makes you cryWhat if the only person worth living for,makes you wanna dieWell that's the wonderful life of mineIt's true what they say,love is blind I really thought you were one of a kindI searched for happinessLittle did I know it was a broken heart I would findThought you and me were on the same pageGuess it was my imagination playing mind games