IN MY HEART

Post N° 26


I can't figure out where we fell apartAnd I’m searching for someone to blameFor all this pain and all the tearsAnd I don't know how I manageTo go on loving youAfter all that you've put me throughI tell myself ifs not your faultI tell myself I didn't make you do itBut I blame myself for everythingAnd if only I had been thereMaybe things would be differentI have dreams of how you used to beAnd I wake up crying and screamingGod how I miss that feelingMiss your kisses miss your smileWhatever went wrong?How could we have been so perfect?When I look in the mirror I rememberWhat it was like to smileBut it's only a fading memoryAnd my eyes are tired of crying over thisBut I'm not strong enough to give you upAnd you weren't strong enough to hold onI should have held your hand tighterI could have helped you live through thisAnd I can't help but thinkThis is all my fault