«THE NEW ITS'DAYS»

Post N° 5


I will not make the same mistakes that you did...I will not let myself... Cause my heart so much misery.. I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard... I've learned the hard way... To never let it get that far... Because of you I never strayed too far from the sidewalk... Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.... Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me... Because of you I am afraid! I lose my way... And it's not too long before you point it out... I cannot cry... Because you know that's weakness in your eyes... I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life... My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with... Because of you I never strayed too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid...! I watched you die... I heard you cry every night in your sleep... I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me... You never thought of anyone else... You just saw your pain... And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing... Because of you I never strayed too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid.... Because of you....Because of you...