my strange world

ESCAPES


my natural tendency toward you  suggests me not to react. Apathy has taken possession of me. to suffer and to bear are become by mow rules of life. pain and suffering are my only friends ,"Why" my only question.I let me cradle fromyour hard songs and fierce.  then I take by the hand Silence, while habit suggests me the death.my look loosens him, my breast folds up him, the blood cools him. But a voice: Escapes! no, I am not able, I don't want, I don't succeed.