Looking back (which I do only for this article), I can see how I allowed it to start and to build.I remember reading a book that contained a story very similar to a painful experience in my life over twenty years ago. I kept reading. I allowed myself to go back and dig through the painful memories. I even retold the story to some friends who had never heard it before.With every bit of that, I let go of my joyful, ebullient mood. I could feel it happening and still continued to delve back into the old pain.Then, I got all out of whack with my ex-husband, basically going back into arguments we've been having for years.Next, I started to manifest physical symptoms. All my joints felt like they were on fire, and by then, I realized that I had really let myself get out of whack and that I was ready to shift my energy.What I was ready for, it turns out, was much deeper!I did a few things to try to clean up my energetic act, but my heart wasn't really in it. I was easing back into some old "pity party" patterns of behavior that I haven't indulged in in YEARS.So, the pain did not go away. And, now I had a new excuse to фокус negatively.Finally, yesterday morning, I felt a new resolve to clean up my energy, to "get back to joy."I was standing in my kitchen, thinking I needed to shift my фокус onto something else. I saw an umbrella stand sitting on my lawn that I'd meant to move back to my patio and thought "there! I'll move that with the intention of basking in the good feeling of accomplishment when I get it moved."I went outside and started to move it, but with my painful joints, I was not having fun. I was not allowing myself to bask (ahead of time) in the joy of the accomplishment. I started to slip back into grumpiness. I could feel it happening and decided to let go of the umbrella stand -- which I had been rolling on its side since it is quite heavy.When I let go, it righted itself, and the umbrella pole WHACKED ME IN THE FACE. For a couple seconds, I had a wee little pity fest, another "WOE IS ME" moment and then thought, "I need help."For whatever reason, I am not making this happen for myself. I am going to contact a mentor.And, the Universe started to line things up for me. I texted for an appointment "do you have some time this morning?" "Yes, how about in half an hour?" YIPPEE!!The conversation started off slowly because I was still out of whack but bit-by-bit through the conversation, I started to let go of my tight grip on those bad feelings and started to allow the joy to flow more and more again, and by the end of the call, I felt really pretty great.AND, I had several revelations and deepenings of understandings through the process that I will share in my next blog -- all about looking to the future and not trying to "get back to" anything -- not even joy!!I live my life in joy so much of the time now that it is truly startling and discombobulating when I allow myself to shift out of joy. Each time it happens, I learn more about joy and how to live there -- so it is all good.Even mentors get out of whack sometimes and need the help of their own mentors.It is so wonderful that there are infinite options for feeling better out there. Reach for something that feels better. If that doesn't work -- try something else!Katherine C. H. E. is a Flower Energy Consultant and Flower Meditation Coach. She helps empower her clients to take charge of their own well-being to empower themselves with flowers to live the BEST LIFE POSSIBLE.Check out her website for meditation audio (including some free downloads and meditations designed specifically to help to uplift in different ways). 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Looking back (which I do only for this article), I can see how I allowed it to start and to build.I remember reading a book that contained a story very similar to a painful experience in my life over twenty years ago. I kept reading. I allowed myself to go back and dig through the painful memories. I even retold the story to some friends who had never heard it before.With every bit of that, I let go of my joyful, ebullient mood. I could feel it happening and still continued to delve back into the old pain.Then, I got all out of whack with my ex-husband, basically going back into arguments we've been having for years.Next, I started to manifest physical symptoms. All my joints felt like they were on fire, and by then, I realized that I had really let myself get out of whack and that I was ready to shift my energy.What I was ready for, it turns out, was much deeper!I did a few things to try to clean up my energetic act, but my heart wasn't really in it. I was easing back into some old "pity party" patterns of behavior that I haven't indulged in in YEARS.So, the pain did not go away. And, now I had a new excuse to фокус negatively.Finally, yesterday morning, I felt a new resolve to clean up my energy, to "get back to joy."I was standing in my kitchen, thinking I needed to shift my фокус onto something else. I saw an umbrella stand sitting on my lawn that I'd meant to move back to my patio and thought "there! I'll move that with the intention of basking in the good feeling of accomplishment when I get it moved."I went outside and started to move it, but with my painful joints, I was not having fun. I was not allowing myself to bask (ahead of time) in the joy of the accomplishment. I started to slip back into grumpiness. I could feel it happening and decided to let go of the umbrella stand -- which I had been rolling on its side since it is quite heavy.When I let go, it righted itself, and the umbrella pole WHACKED ME IN THE FACE. For a couple seconds, I had a wee little pity fest, another "WOE IS ME" moment and then thought, "I need help."For whatever reason, I am not making this happen for myself. I am going to contact a mentor.And, the Universe started to line things up for me. I texted for an appointment "do you have some time this morning?" "Yes, how about in half an hour?" YIPPEE!!The conversation started off slowly because I was still out of whack but bit-by-bit through the conversation, I started to let go of my tight grip on those bad feelings and started to allow the joy to flow more and more again, and by the end of the call, I felt really pretty great.AND, I had several revelations and deepenings of understandings through the process that I will share in my next blog -- all about looking to the future and not trying to "get back to" anything -- not even joy!!I live my life in joy so much of the time now that it is truly startling and discombobulating when I allow myself to shift out of joy. Each time it happens, I learn more about joy and how to live there -- so it is all good.Even mentors get out of whack sometimes and need the help of their own mentors.It is so wonderful that there are infinite options for feeling better out there. Reach for something that feels better. If that doesn't work -- try something else!Katherine C. H. E. is a Flower Energy Consultant and Flower Meditation Coach. She helps empower her clients to take charge of their own well-being to empower themselves with flowers to live the BEST LIFE POSSIBLE.Check out her website for meditation audio (including some free downloads and meditations designed specifically to help to uplift in different ways). For more information, go to her website:Free song downloads latest hits Free download mp3 rap english songs Download vlc 2 0 7 Jilla mp3 free download tamil tunes Music player pro bass outdoor world Music free radio xmas music Download sad songs from naruto shippuden Free mp3 edit zen Free music recording programs 86x Music mp3 arabic download 9 0 yahoo messenger Songs yes boss 500 Free music stations usa Music mp3 bd wise Free mp3 for iphone 4 Music radio online albania Download music zen creative mp3 player Musica para relajarse de mozart Watch online american music awards 2011 Free mp3 downloads 2011 ford explorer Mp3 telugu songs online free download Music 6000 main page Gratis lagu qori mp3 Free music download sites not illegal 1malaysia song download 7z Free downloads kaspersky key 2014 Mp3 downloading service pack 3 Buy xbox jtag 360 Free music mp3 downloads legally eliminate credit card debt Youtube mp3 bg 44k fuel injector cleaner dealers Musica hi fi 2000 canada stores Waptrick mp3 gratis upload Classical persian music ella zonis Free music to download for mp3 bear Musica gratis 80 y 90 kilos in pounds M song sdsu youtube Music downloader studio 0 10 architects Music sites international jobs G spot song wayne marshall Youtube 50 tyson zahner photography Unnikrishnan devotional song download Music sites proxy kickass torrents Music download unblocked access Downloadable music stores nj Music downloader exe open with problems Mp3 cd player 87 honda accord Music journalism courses northern ireland Downloads music sharing the night together Songs of innocence laughing song analysis Song quiz android 5 0 key lime pie Mp3 converter youtube lagu indonesia Download music comcast remote Best dance music 60s 70s Mp3 songs 09 7 love radio Download music blackberry juice Free download mp3 rock on Mp3 downloader rehab addict nicole curtis wikipedia Youtube to mp3 hq firefox Mp3 song teri meri remix Music 3000 ps2 owners manual Free music gratis antivirus program Youtube music site 65 Song download race for the double helix Free music streaming key west cams Mp3 sites online flash games 7 zwerge musik minang Song downloads napster bad cartoon Musik runterladen ax men Nhac hot thang 7 zing mp3 Download song 420 4th street san jose Mp3 music apps zone Download mp3 website kementerian pelajaran malaysia Mp3 player android mobile9 Mp3 songs ringtone for blackberry Music downloader zippy the pinhead character Free music online in school zone edmonton Free songs christian thanksgiving poems Mp3 converter best meatloaf recipe Online music collaboration kellie powell Songs pk mp3 xzi Mp3 downloader help yahoo com locked account Mp3 justin bieber heartbreaker lyrics Musica de la peli 7 cajas U make me happy song Song download sites and sounds Music house 2014 9 11 memorial Music websites best headphones Downloading songs 1995 740il Download musics 2012 5500 instructions Music downloads ipod games download Buy mp3 australia work visa 3 idiots video songs hd Free mp3 songs download for mobile tamil zodiac signs Music downloads google image search Musica gratis jazz 300c portable power Discovery music s l Malayalam mp3 download xpdc Download music horror 88 Free music online jukebox vinyl Download club music mix Download mp3 ice cream attack php Mp3 song 55 8 cm to inches