YuYu World

I Want To Die -4


"We have touched for the last timeYou are long gone, in love with someone elseI now fear nothing but life itselfAnd I have learned that living is just a slow way to dieI do not believe in life or in love anymore.The joy I feel are the joys of emptinessI hate myself for loving youThe fear I feel night after night has developed into a diseaseNo-one can see the emptiness in my eyes.To escape life itself now seems the only solutionWith relief i look foward of letting go of the painFinally... there is peace in my soulTo lie dead without a concern , without a tear,You own my heartAnd life without you is so imensly painfulJust to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down my faceI cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face, your wonderful body and your good heart:You are everything , I am nothingI want to dieBut really... I am already dead"I will not live