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You are my poison And my medicine
You are my illness And my health
You are my ruin And my savior
The farest And the nearest
The sweetest And the harshest
Sometimes the night breaks the walls of my fear and I dream songs, but they are thrown away and eaten by the oblivion of sleep
You are the shadows of the past and the lights of the future
Let me look into the eyes of the cruel and tender, of the shy and bold of the silent and shouting one
You make me feel like a two years old girl left alone outside in the cold rain to whom you say, before you close the door, “find a way to dry yourself, find a way to warm yourself”
I was made of steel and fire I was made by the pain of my never born child I was made by snow tempest and chilling wind
I am bleeding flesh I am a wild animal full of old wounds, of which I bear the signs, of which I bear the story
Not long time ago I was walking alone in the market of my village, bearing a big stone in my heart, feeling that there should have been another place, maybe far, far away: Another kiss Another man Another life Another Home;
So I started to travel alone and to save money just for that purpose; with my eyes wide open, facing my fears one by one
The fears of a child born and grown with the feeling of being inadequate anytime and anywhere, with the convinction of having to ask for permission to exist, who has been fighting with these demons through a whole life.
I was caught by a flung of jewels accross the ocean, sea of emerald, beaches of gold and loneliness
Two times I walked alone for hours through the desert and along the ocean shore and after one day I found you.
In a few minutes the dam was broken and a huge waterfall of tenderness towards you overwhelmed me; I knew, that day, I would have never ever left that place for any reason in any way.
I was lost, finally
Thanks God I found you, my pain and my relief
Every time you look at me Every time you talk to me Every time you touch me I feel you are giving me Gold
A part of me needs the time to take this Gold to the altar, leave it at the feet of God, open the heart and pray a Thanksgiving for you being in my life
When you don’t find me sometimes I’m fighting with myself but most of the times I’m there at the feet of God and I can’t avoid it
You don’t know how much I love you
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