Taste in men

I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
Instead it's all the same
I want something to do
Need to feel sickness
In You

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad

All I do is look for you
I need a fix
You need it to
Just to get some sort of attention
Attention

What does it mean to you?
For me, it's somthing I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you