Fuck Me Jesus

Chemistry

Life as it is, is not enough
There is much to be done
And behold, twist of fate
Increasing hate
Hey mother chemistry
What have you got for me
I need a shot, a kick, a dirty flick
I'm on fire
True desire
I need to get high
I need to get low
I need the system
To let me go
Can't someone just tell me the truth
can't you hold on to me
If I were to come home all dressed up
would you then take me in or laugh at my face
Please forgive all I said
don't erase my legacy
I know for a fact that you wouldn't let me in
cause I'm just the unwanted son
Can't someone just pick me up
can't you clean my memory
I know that you cried the last time that you saw me
but I couldn't help it or feel you
Hey mother chemistry
What have you got for me
I need a shot, a kick, a dirty flick
I'm on fire
True desire
I need to get high
I need to get low
I need the system
To let me go
Can't someone just tell me the truth
can't you hold on to me
If I were to come home all dressed up
would you then take me in or laugh at my face
Please forgive all I said
don't erase my legacy
I know for a fact that you wouldn't let me in
cause I'm just the unwanted son
Can't someone just pick me up
can't you clean my memory
I know that you cried the last time that you saw me
but I couldn't help it or feel you

The Coming Past

I ride the storm
I've gotta be cool
There's something wrong with me
As I try to be everything
Never should've left my mothers womb
Step aside for the genocide I'm a lonley man who's mad
I alone could erase the world
There are precious lives at stake
Moving fast in the dark of night
I'm a hundred miles from home
Stare into my black deep eyes
and behold the coming past
The coming.
of all the monsters made up in my mind
You better belive it
The coming.
Nothing remains except the clouded memories
The coming past
I'm sick, I'm drained
I try to stay cool
Like there's nothing wrong with me
When I feel I can do anything
It all just hits me right in the face
Hiding from it all
Wherever I step the ground beneath turns sour
The coming.
so I guess you've seen it all before
But you better belive it
The coming.
Get away before the truth unfolds on you.
I am a man about to burst
Crawling, feeding off the ground
Needing, craving, lust for blood
Moaning, yelling, screamign, shouting
Feeling nothing, couldn't care less
I hate you
I roam, I rule
At least I think I do, so help me now
If I ever had a chance
I would go back and change it all
Step aside for my genocide

Situational Awareness

Born with tragedy in your blood
Conceived by accident, no destination
Gimme just a second to change the rules
Gimme just a moment to turn it all around
Affiliation with the likes of others
makes my stomack turn
Closing in on my decision
to tear it down and let it burn
Gather up for mass destruction
In a way you've never seen
Who would have thought it was so easy
To look through your own eyes
and see the truth
Finding the answers may take some effort
But all it takes is situational awareness
Give yourself from time to time
A break from all the shit inside
Give yourself a moment free
From all that's said and done
Gather up to fight the system
That tries to rule with no control
Strong in numbers, side by side
We take control and pull the plug
Born with tragedy in your blood
Conceived by accident
Taking influence from no man
Maybe you should cause you're all alone
Who would have thought it was so easy
To look through your own eyes
and see the truth
Finding the answers may take some effort
But all it takes is situational awareness
Born with tragedy in your blood
Conceived by accident
Taking influence from no man
Maybe you should cause you're all alone
Is the way you see the world
just a creation of your imagination
Some kind of shit will hit the planetary fan
Who would have thought it was so easy
To look through your own eyes
and see the truth
Finding the answers may take some effort
But all it takes is situational awareness
If you don't watch your back,
you'll someday feel someone stabbing you in it
Gimme just a second to change the rules
Gimme just a moment to turn it all around
Affiliation with the likes of others
makes my stomack turn
Closing in on my decision
to tear it down and let it burn
Gather up for mass destruction
In a way you've never seen

Devil May Care

In the midst of the madness, all hope lost
Chances of achieving no longer an option
Suddenly it all comes together
What you've been expecting
and fearing the most is finally here
You didn't think it would forget you, did you
When you burnt your senses for real
Did you come to terms with yourself
You give a damn about reasons for failure
So prepare there are things around
to pull you down
Be aware your luck's about to
change my friend
Do belive from beneath you it devours you
You're ready now, closure of the mind
Devil may care
Oh, the load he must bare
Devil may care
Displacement of the mind
Devil may care, Oh the load he can't bare
Devil may care
Displacement of the mind
So prepare there are things around
to pull you down
Be aware life is on the way to breech
Do belive from beneath you it devours you
You're ready now, to take it all in
Devil may care
Oh, the load he must bare
Devil may care
Displacement of the mind
Devil may care
Oh, the load he can't bare
Devil may care
Displacement of the mind
How sad a man can be
Lifeblood scattered all around
and everywhere
A thousand years or more
could never heal you
The grinning mask cracks
and shows his fading face
You can take him out of hell
but you can't take hell out of him
MEaningless and hopeless
he breaks another bone
The masquerade concluded,
he no longer cares
You feel so hard
Screamed so loud
It drew you in
And the Devil didn't care
When you burnt your senses for real
Did you come to terms with yourself You gave a damn about reasons for
failure
As long as things fell your way
Devil may care

Off The Grid

Over the top
You may belive that something's
coming after you
But it aint what it seems
Over the top
You run and think that someone's
gonna get you now
But there's no one there
Facing the wall
YOu are so scared
you don't know what to do now
And nothing will help you
Facing the wall
You scream so loud
but you can barley hear yourself
You bleed from your ears
This is the time you should realize
there is no such thing as a sane explanation
A few good friends and a table of fun
will get you through the night
No sleep for a decade or two
It dosen't seem to matter much
This is the time you should realize
there is no such thing as a second chance
Are you one of those people
that still belive the unicorn exists
You're officially off the grind
These are the times where you should open
your eyes, look into yourself
instead of looking out
a special craving pulls you in
and from that point you don't look back
Gambling with and testing life
must be the ultimate high, and there you go
These are the times where reality slips
and you fade away into a gloomy world
Enough is enough
You think you have the
power to consume it all
My friend you haven'y
Enough is enough
You throw away the times
you think are coming back
Your days are numbered
Crack on the head
You said some things
you maybe should've left out
But that's all too late
Crack on the head
You end your life with owing what
you couldn't give
And so goes your story
Are you one of those people
that still belive the unicorn exists
Off the grind, I say have a good life

Years Of Infinity

Have you come to deliver
a message from home
Or are you here to devour
what's left of me
have you come to deliver
a message from base
Or are you here to devour my secrecy
Taking guns away from men
During dawning of an unknown day
Fight hard for any cause,
fight for what your life is worth
And you shall see the enemy will fall
In the hills lying low
In protection of the mountains high
On the watch for anything that moves
Can never be sure what awaits beyond
I don't think I will need you, so tell me why
I don't think I will need you, so show me how
We're setting off to battle lines
Bring all the help that you can find
All this time and we still can't agree
We are so alone
On the run in every directrion
It's just you and me
Here I come with a gun yo mu head
What else to do
It's so cold in the years of infinity
I feel so alone
Have you come to deliver
a message from home
Or are you here to devour what's left of me
All this time and we still can't agree
We are so alone
On the run in every direction
It's just you and me
Here I come with a gun to my head
What else to do
It's so cold in the years of infinity
I feel so alone
Raging forth to take control
Of whatever's left to bring back home
In lack of moral self control,
eyes turning black
I take a life and give my own
I don't think I will need you, to take me home
I don't think I will need you, just leave me alone
Situation out of hand
In every way I die with pride

Home Sweet Hell

Do or die, is the best choise you have
Make or break, do you think it'll wait for you
Face the facts, take a shot at what you want
Make it work, it'll never come to you
Is this all, is there nothing left inside
Be without, if that's what suits you fine
Don't forsake, things that slip away
will not come back
Why do you fornicate
Expand your senses, break down fences
Don't listen to the lies
Divide and conquer, make a difference
Forlorn is not your name
Here we are in the prime of our lives
and you're just stuk inside yourself
We do it right, we pick our fights
But you wanna stay in home sweet hell
Expand your senses, break down fences
Don't listen to the lies
Divide and conquer, make a difference
Forlorn is not your name
Live or die, was the best choise you had
Make or break, did you think you it would wait for you
Face the facts, you never took a shot
Make it work, you didn't want it to come
Expand your senses, break down fences
Don't listen to the lies
Divide and conquer, make a difference
Forlorn is not your name
Here we are in the prime of our lives
and you're just stuk inside yourself
We do it right, we pick our fights
But you wanna stay in home sweet hell
Your own sweet hell
Doing it again, waking up in vain
Feeling all the pain, everything's insane
Entering the game, searching all the fame
I cannot belive, all I can't achieve
Home sweet hell

Mind Apart

I never went inside my mind to see
If there was anyone else in there but me
I have feeling that there's someone there
Sucking life, taking the best of me
Emotions running high
Guess I'm soon gonna die
I'm burning up inside
My minds will collide
I wonder why it took so long to see
That I was the one not meant to be
A ring of flames surrounds my life
The more I fight the stronger it burns
Posses me (What did I do)
Take me (Who are you)
Caress me (but don't make me)
Do the things (Again and again)
Others say (All that I hear)
Damn you for the things you do
See the young man walking
down the road all alone
See the old man crawling
the same road on his own
Half my life has gone, and you're still here
What does it take to be left in peace
I never asked for much, I never could
Every time you come and shut me down
Posses me (What did I do)
Take me (Who are you)
Caress me (but don't make me)
Do the things (Again and again)
Others say (All that I hear)
Damn you for the things you do
So tell me where you wanna go
And what the hell you wanna do
Falling dimensions everywhere
Hand in hand go good and evil
Emotions running high
Guess I'm soon gonna die
I'm burning up inside
My minds will collide
See the young man walking
down the road all alone
See the old man crawling
that same road on his own
So tell me where you wanna go
And what the hell you wanna do
Falling dimensions everywhere
Hand in hand go good and evil

Beast By Design

Eyes looking at me, through my own
Will we belong will we stand, in despair
Lost in seduction we run, on our own
Winning and losing life's games, isn't it nice
Pain starts with me
Take my hand come in and see
If you don't find what you look for inside
Don't you take it out on me
You know nothing at all
Pump up your system and let it stay high
You're gonna make it till the end of the day
Setting the standards and getting it right
You're gonna make it till the end of the day
Burnt by the cross inside
We're still alive
Turned by the gods you are
You weakly thing
Pain starts with me
Take my hand come in and see
If you don't find what you look for inside
Don't you take it out on me
Letting yourself fall into hands of cynics
that just want to mold you into a machine
let yourself go, there's no use of sticking around
Beast by design
Designed by the beast
Pump up your system and let it stay high
You're gonna make it till the end of the day
Setting the standars and getting it right
You're gonna make it till the end of the day
Burnt by the cross inside
You're still alive
Turned by the gods you are
You weakly thing
You know nothing at all

Untouched

Hey, what are you looking for
Who do you think you are
I can't belive my eyes
Me, is it me you want
We are sent here to operate
on your body and your soul
And then they come
with their needles and their knives
Hey, what are you searching for
Who are you working for
I don't belong with you
Me, can't say you know the real me
Hey, who the hell are you
Say, can you feel my fist
We will do fine on our own
We'll give you a minute to run
DOn't turn your back on your own
We are alligned, you should run
Hey, could you choke someone else
Who, I don't really care
I have som unsaid words
Me, don't you look at me
Hey, who the hell are you
Say, can you feel my fist
We have come here to take control
of your person and your life
And in they come
with their promises and their lies
Don't you turn your back on your own
If you do so you should run