Bella la vita -.-

My breathless illusion

There must be a reason.
Only one reason, only one word.
I just want to push you away from me, go, go away my sweet darling sun.
Around the East, around the West, around the world, whenever, wherever, whatever you are.
But not next to me.
Please, I love you, my breathless illusion, stay here, don't leave me alone.
Kill all the others, I don't wanna friends, nor lovers, nor families, nor pets, nor woods, nor trees, "nor arm
nor face nor any other part belonging to a man".
You, only you my breathless illusion.
My eyes are still closed, I just want to keep 'em closed, to see you, here, by my side.
Feeling your heart beating, hearing your silent voice, nursing your little fingers on my cheek, on my neck, on my mouth.
Kill all the others, it's only you I desire, I hope, I desperatly want.
I will be there and you will see my brighter smileshine, like the sun, like the moon, like a smooth breath.
I will dedicate to you words which will have no mean, tears which will have no sorrow, arms which will have no hugs.
And after that, smiling at you, I will die, praying for you, asking to you "Please, another time".
Please my breathless illusion.
Please, just another time.